Mmmmm, so colorful... Feeling blissful.
At one point, out of the blue (hah!), I say "water" out loud. Two seconds later a new song starts off with water sounds. I laugh out loud and feel connected.
Thought: I'd like to hear Native American music with lyrics in Quechua while on the Light.
iLST High on Beta!
Immediately after today's first session I had another 11 minute one, customizing it this time in iLST. I slid the Delta switch all the way up to 100%...
My body went into deep relaxation very quickly while I was fully enjoying the music.
I fell asleep and woke up at 3.33.
I moved from the temple bed to my yogasala bed where I just laid awake with my pet crystal, downloading and writing down realizations regarding the plethora (this word just rolled out of my fingers, I don't think I've ever used it in a sentence before (•‿•) ) of signs that I got over the years that were telling me to incorporate Qi Gong in my daily practice.
Interaction with ♥ Ra ♥
For the past few weeks I have been eating just once a day after 6pm, following Guy's example. It makes a huge difference for me. It got me off binging and a serious carb addiction.
As I suddenly felt a sugary fruit craving come up in the middle of the afternoon, I decided to go under the Light to take my mind off food. It did the trick ♥
The feeling "I am worthy. I love myself so much" was strong so I treated myself to a 100% gamma (craaazzzy!), 55% lambda (also crazy!) flicker fest.
Goldbert was going to be my guide this time. My eyes went over the crystal shrine and this pretty amethyst that had already eyeballed me this morning asked to come on the journey, as did her purply neighbour.
OK, so, this journey was... absolutely orgasmic!!
It took a few minutes to get me out of the mind and into a dazzling array of colors.
I saw each of the colors corresponding to the chakras, before being submerged in golden light.
I moaned alot. A good thing I was home alone, haha.
I had 3 Kundalini risings and combined with all the moaning and what I was feeling, I am happy to communicate that the Ajna Light induced its very first orgasm! =)
The 3 visions that popped up:
When I checked my tablet after the session, I was asking myself if I had actually clicked on the *Generate* button to create my customized iLST session before pushing the Play button. I wasn't sure at all, so, as we're in the middle of a science project here, I decided to click on *Generate* and have... another session =D
The patterns in this second session were not exactly the same (using the endings and beginnings of the songs as a reference point) but maybe my brain tricked me.
What's really strange is that I don't recall right now what I felt or saw during this session. What I do remember is that I really enjoyed it and that at one point I heard a noise, thinking the mail man must've been standing at the door looking in and hearing me moan and groan. I would've opened my eyes and aborted the session a few weeks ago but now, I went like "ha! let him enjoy this peculiar show!"
The mail man arrived 10 minutes later.
holding a (Lemurian?) crystal
I feel k.o., completamente knocked out. Despite of not feeling tired before going on the Light, I fell asleep after only a few minutes in the session. When I opened my eyes I even wondered if I had hit the Play button or not. I could hardly move.
I fell asleep again and had really vivid dreams (what usually happens when I'm sleeping with my crystal friend).
I woke up a few hours later and dragged my body to my actual bed where I continued having vivid and revealing dreams until I woke up all energized in the morning.
Full moon action.