25 minutes
Pattern: Schumann2 meditative
- White whale → Sirians: spiritual warriors strongly connected to life forms of dolphins and whales.
- Cube/box opening
- Feeling of being in a desert. I get teary eyes.
- Crossbow → Guy tells me he senses I might have had a druid past in England
- Blue light outlined by white light blasts into my throat. My head goes down. I feel the light move up towards my left ear. My ear hurts for a few seconds. I think "o-oow, something or some entity is invading me" but then I'm overwhelmed with a feeling of trust, knowing that the Light is on my side → cosmic rays, ley lines, gamma waves → go through the Earth's atmosphere into the Earth. Water. ~ how the chi flows through the body through the blood (Taoism)
- My arms go up and move to the side
- Twice I see a big parabolic antenna beaming golden light
- Heavy tense feeling through my whole body
- I see the opening of a cave. It looks like two "evil" eyes. I feel scared. My mind wants to repress the image.
Three times during the session I have the feeling of having to burp.
Twice I thought "I have enough of this", followed by thinking it is all a test and I have to just get passed that feeling of wanting to step out.
This session was a very heavy one.
Keyword for today: heaviness